| one must change or die." Lucien [The Wake] |
Quotes:
Dream to Lucifer (and the citizens of Hell)
"I believe in convictions stronger than circumstance, morality when no one's looking, true identity and love motivated by something other than fear."
"there is no such thing as logic, only a line of [sometimes factual] reasoning which the majority of individuals collectively deem correct"
"As I watch the people around me going off in their own directions, in search of their own definitions, they take mine with them."
Hit List:
Regret
Someday Holiday Retrospect Cupid Myself Conceptual Fate Groups of three
I'd kill hope...
And innocence too,
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Sept. 05, 2006 12:35 a.m. I could just say that I'm daunted only because my hormones are momentarily making me susceptible to every little worry. However, I don't think this part of me that is trying to run the other direction from all the things I've decided to do will ever stop running. (Lucky for me, she can't get farther than my own body). She complains I have no ministry. He complains I have no friends. Well, instant solution: Go back to the things I use to do so that I can do it with the people I use to be around. and pretend I like it, again. oh Joy. I should say that I am dreading this overhaul to my weekend because I am lazy and like doing absolutely nothing. I should also say that I'm dreading going back to how I use to feel. Yes, I enjoyed making everyone else happy, and I enjoyed how easy it was to come to God for help to go on when the blahness of everything seemed unending... and it's most likely my fault on all accounts, but I could never seem to find more than a surface affection for it all. |