"Charitably… I think… sometimes, perhaps,
one must change or die."

† Lucien [The Wake] †

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"What power would hell have if those imprisoned there could not dream of heaven?"
† Dream to Lucifer †
(and the citizens of Hell)


"I believe in convictions stronger than circumstance, morality when no one's looking, true identity and love motivated by something other than fear."
Dale


"there is no such thing as logic, only a line of [sometimes factual] reasoning which the majority of individuals collectively deem correct"
† CRB †


"As I watch the people around me going off in their own directions, in search of their own definitions, they take mine with them."
Dale


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• Regret •
• Someday •
• Holiday •
• Retrospect •
• Cupid •
• Myself •
• Conceptual Fate •
• Groups of three •

I'd kill hope...
but then I'd die.

And innocence too,
but I miss mine too much



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• Muse 61:All the time now… •
Aug. 08, 2002 † 1:56 a.m.


These feelings… of such undeniable depression… So overwhelming…that I want to make the tears come, knowing… hoping… that their healing powers will heal the broken heart that fades away…Yet, my eyes stay completely dry… so completely calloused to the emotions it fears, afraid of all the unbidden jeers.

But I know that if I don't stop these tirades of intense emotions from coming, they will very soon tear me apart, exploding painfully from within me... So that I die the death of a thousand pains… and yet, still live to feel the agony of every rent of sorrow that fills me.

Nevertheless, I smile happily… even blissfully... as rays of sunshine come through in various forms… in the darkening glooms of depression… a call from a friend… a kiss from a lover…the song of a bird…a gentle breeze… the silence of falling rain… the lush green grass… the fires of passion… the love of the most Holy God…

It does my heart good to think on these things…and so I do…

They soothe my heart as I ravage the masses with my fury and bitter hate.

From the musings of…

~the Demurral Dragoness~


YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Muse 62: Don’t even think about it