| one must change or die." Lucien [The Wake] |
Quotes:
Dream to Lucifer (and the citizens of Hell)
"I believe in convictions stronger than circumstance, morality when no one's looking, true identity and love motivated by something other than fear."
"there is no such thing as logic, only a line of [sometimes factual] reasoning which the majority of individuals collectively deem correct"
"As I watch the people around me going off in their own directions, in search of their own definitions, they take mine with them."
Hit List:
Regret
Someday Holiday Retrospect Cupid Myself Conceptual Fate Groups of three
I'd kill hope...
And innocence too,
Leave me a Note Links:
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May. 27, 2002 12:14 a.m. Constant thickness in my throat A throbbing in my heart A rent ripped in my soul An ever-reopening wound Crying tears of restless despair Thinking bloody thoughts without a care I have no one with which all this to share This feeling, state of being, not so rare One big agonizing mutilated wound All my dreams, theyve been ruined Broken in pieces so irreparably wrecked And all my immunity has away been pecked But the effort of change is too much that I fall Trying to sort out and make sense of it all As meaningless contemplations, they fill my mind Isnt there any healing power left for me to find? Isnt there anything left for this abrasion to bind? But since there is no binding, anyplace, to be found In this vulnerable state, I am forever bound With helpless frustrations as my discarded tears Leaving with me, instead, so many caustic fears Pain staring at me with countless taunting jeers Certainty gawking back at me, in all the broken mirrors While the remains of my internal awareness peers Out from its ever-crumbling concealment Afraid to be recognized This one is not quite finished........ |